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I want to defrost
The uneven visceral
Concuction of lies
I told myself
When I lie down
Tonight let me
Craddle the unease
Nurse the rot
That makes me hide
The illusion
Of my reality is
An inch deep
Fears that it
Would cease to exist
If I let it evaporate
My being just wants
To survive
Every minute and every second
Are you ready to start afresh
Because it doesn't
Have an identity
It doesn't crave the
Comfort of the pain
Because it challenges
You to start again
And die
Every minute
Every second
Until your last breath
Says hello to mist
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